afraboriginal ;)

in four days i'll be off to COOMA

COOMA is in the country, its like this little town an hour outside of canberra.

my grandparents and uncle live there.

so me and my friend Grace are going up for a week of country adventur-ising :)

i got some news yesterday..

my dad got a new job - in singapore.

i dont really know how im supposed to feel about this but im like.. 50% excited and 50% dreading it.. even though i love singapore..

my parents say that my dad'll go live there, and me,mum and kathleen will stay here. but if the job that dads doing is going to take more than 6 months we might move there, and ill have to go to the australian institute in singapore.

so its just like the whole moving school nightmare is back.

right now the whole deal is being made, but im still nervous..

i havent told anyone, so they'll probebly find out by reading this. i feel chicken but i dont think i could tell anyone.

anyway,

poppin' (champagne) is a really good song by 'all time low'

love,

christmas time.

its the 28th :)

that means that christmas was 3 days ago, and my birthday is 3 days away.

so how was christmas? mine this year was actually preety bearable, some christmas' of the past have provided me with some preety odd experiences but this one wasnt too bad. I spent it with my Mum's family, and since their used to be some sort of rivalry between family members i was weary, but it wasnt too bad, and infact, as i type, the two people who always fought most are chatting about mushrooms. one on either side of myself.

but i got some awesome presents, and the food was extremely great too. :)

on the 27th we made out way to merimbulla ( we being my family and my mums sisters family ) and now we're just spending out time on the beach - having some great fun, and its not over for me yet :)

one of a couple crap things about this holiday is that i miss my friends, but everything'll be okay once i get back home.

still pale as ever.

i just dont seem to be able to pick up a tan, and not that i want a tan but maybe something other than my opaque skin would be nice sometimes.

but yeah.

thats it for now.

xx belle

love ~ finding new music :]

hey people :)

so i've been gone for quite some time now, not that lots of people notice - but whatever

so i've got some new music :)

the rapture - love is all

the horrors are this awesome band my friend lily introduced me too - they have some epic songs

the horrors - she is the new thing

the horrors - sea within a sea

the horrors - who can say

i really like the one above ^^ 'who can say' good song :)

so yeah, picture below

i really like their hair :)



xx bellee

for my father.. :)

tommorow will be november the 19th, thats my dad's birthday.

every-year, ever since i was little, my dad wanted us to hand-make him his birthday cards. even then i was completely un-organized but i always made an effort.

this year i feel as if im too old to draw some pictures on a peice of paper, so i tried really hard to think of something unique i could do. i came up with this.

normally i would die before ever quoting Taylor Swift - but these lyrics seemed to sum up everything i wanted to say. so this is for dad -

I'm five years old and it's getting cold
I've got my big coat on
I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you
I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides
Look now the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today

I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean
I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys
And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away
And we talk and window shop till I forgot all their names

I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school
But I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay
But I know I had the best day with you today

I have an excellent father
His strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother
Inside and out he's better than I am

I grew up in a pretty house and I had space to run
And I had the best days with you

There is a video I found from back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me
It's the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs
Daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

Now I know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine and I didn't know if you knew
So I'm taking this chance to say that I had the best day with you today

- Taylor Swift

youtube watch :- best days

my dad is the best dad i could ever wish for :)

Happy birthday dad :)

love, laura xx

it feels like..

i know what it feels like to be strong.
i know what it feels like to be weak.
i know what it feels like to be alone.
i know what it feels like to be surrounded.
i know what it feels like to be forgotton.
i know what it feels like to be rememebered.
i know what it feels like to be ugly.
i know what if feels like to be beautiful.
i know what it feels like to be happy.
i know what it feels like to be sad.

belle xx

and another one bites the dust.

life - in all it's many shapes and forms

sucks balls.

I hate depressed people - when life is such an amazing thing what is there to be depressed about? I look down on depressed people and here I am being one.

the guy I'm in love with loves someone else - he always has loved someone else and I've always waited to be the next 'one'.

sometimes I dream of a world that's different to here - someplace amazing and beautiful, that can fill the empty space is my imagination, someplace where there are no expectations, and no-one expects anything from me.

belle x

yes. i am back ;]

"it's never too late to set a new goal, or dream a new dream" - C.S Lewis